Its amazing how fast things can change and how much you need to relearn about yourself and the person you love when you finally get the chance to have your own place.No more following anyone else's rules, now I make the rules and must live with the choices I make.No more blaiming others for the bad things that happen and no more having to thank others for the good things.I have found that the quiet, dormant mouse I had become has left and in its place is a wild, raging wolf who protects her den and those within with a deep passion.That passion can scare me sometimes, more often then not, but Im discovering that she is viscious in her righteousness and loving when need be.Falling back into the patterns of my old life, never hiding behind a door..it all makes quite a learning curve.Last night I made the choice to let that wolf out, to protect what is mine and now must live with what I did.I dont regret it, but a part of me wishes it didnt have to be the way it was.Hard lessons learned and more to come.Love all those who had faith in me and Timmy all these years and even more blessings and love to those who didnt, because mistakes are made and we forgive them.Love you all very much.