ShiverBody tense..the sound of laughter from behind.Lost..alone I stumble in the gloom.. Left to run, naked..Fear, twisting me into flight...the shadows leap at me as I escape...tormented by the moving leaves behind me. There! to my right, a shadow...No, just my eyes.Seeking escape from the darkness, my blood boils, knowing that will happen when he finds me..I am hunted, a rabbit fleaing the wolf..and I hear him..behind, close..Breath coming fast, no escape for me..the shadows close in and I want to scream..if I make noise he'll hear me.I feel him then, so close I can hear his breathing, feel it on my neck.A hand takes me from behind, a wicked soft laugh escapes the wolf, this rabbit tries to bolt, but his grip is strong.Fear..terror..then, a rush...Like hot fire in my veins... The feeling of utter helplessness...changes fear to desire as I stare into his eyes, Victorious and gleeful adn he nuzzles my neck... Fangs cut in..and All I can do..is Shiver
Lost:A poemI have lost my true face, behind the masks I wear...I have lost my inner knowing, Im consumed with so much fear.I hide beneath the colors of day..seeking the Darkness of Shadow..I am consumed with the never knowing...And miss my inner power.I have hidden behind the smiles, behind the happy deeds...Afraid my true heart would break this glass world I have created.I am alone in my struggle, to find the peace I seek...I wear the face of a stranger, my smile has grown weak.I show a doll to my loved ones, like a doll they pull my strings...When all along I wish to yell...Look at me!I am driven by my sense of knowing, to find myself again...But afraid to show who I really am.Do I give in to these strange stirrings...do I dress in black and Shade??Do I dance with spirits in their place of sleep..or let them alone to lay?I lost myself to this world, where color and gaiety reside...And the saddness of my inner truth, I lost me inside.